My MESSAGE TO you~

Meeting you took me by surprise

That thing about you is I never saw it coming

Now you always gets me wondering

Of thoughts of you I kept on wishing

For a special moments of us are together

How could I now cease myself from feeling this crazy?

When your smile is the best part of my day

When your story is the only thing I wanted to hear every minute passing

And every time you move an inch closer my heart beep so strong

How could I become like this to someone I know so wrong

To someone who’s so clear to me not worthy

To someone who’s with someone else when I am not around

To someone who speaks so true but deep inside all lies

Why would I be like this to someone that can never be mine?

This is giving me so much headache and worry

I wanted to regain my lost self but I can’tI truly can’t as I am too drown of you

I can’t breath anymore without you

You always leaving me no air

I find this world so cruel and unfair

If this is love how could this be so painful?

I am terribly sore and so much hurting

If I could only turn back the hands of time

If only I could avoid the first time I laid my eyes on you

Don’t you know that I would trade anything I have in this world

Just to make sure our path wouldn’t cross at all?

Guess my life wouldn’t be this complicated

Guess my life would have been the way as I planned before

So how am I supposed to wake up each day without this weight in my heart

I’m in so much pain of wanting you and fear of losing sane

But I got to be strong, I got to be firm
Got to use this last drop of strength before I go crazy

I’ve got to do it now while I still can

I hate to say goodbye, I hate to let you go

I hate to forget you but I have to
Because I hate the fact that I love you this true…